crazy4love15 (crazy4love15) wrote in hellzyehbudds,

Coffee House Night

Ok so i went to the cofee house night at school. Umm yeah I'm mad at meg and troy. The ditched me to go talk or atleast thats what i think they were doing. But yeah so i was sitting there by myself 1/2 the night (after sam and tiff left) and Yeah. These two girls came over to me and asked me if i wanted to go sit with them. I told them no thanks and that i was just sitting here reading some of my poems (cuz i was) and Yeah. They started to leave them the one turned around and said "Jamie i doubt you remember me, but I knew you in 6th grade before i moves to CA. And i just wanted to say thank you because you litterally saved my life. People were always making fun of me for being fat and simply by you being nice to me made me deside not to kill myself. Thank you"
I didn't even realize it was her, (I knew who she was once she told me her name), let alone know i 'saved her life'. I feel like such a bitch because i played such a big part in her life and i didn't even like her.
I invited her to my birthday party becasue i felt bad for her. I was nice because i felt bad for how other people treated her and wanted to make it just a little bit better for her.

Now i'm glad i was nice to her, but i never realized that just by being nice to someone that people made fun of you can change someones life, Or even save it. I always thought if i was only nice people would walk all over me and nothing good would come out of it for me. But now i know differnt. Now i know that i changed someones life, for the better. Because of me shes still here. I never thought i could/would ever play that big of a role in someones life. I always knew that one person could change someones life, But i never thought I could.
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